Post by Hylocereus on Nov 25, 2015 7:37:57 GMT
So you might have noticed I've not been around much lately - half of it is due to the lingering vetiges of my illness, but the other half is due to the brewing clusterfuck that is christmas family gatherings. Usually that wouldn't be too much of a problem until december, but... Well, that's the complications part.
I don't know if I mentioned this to anyone before, but my mother is ill and has been for a long time. She won't be getting better. That in itself puts me in a bit of worry - will she see another year? Will she make it through winter? But in addition to that sombre thought, there's something else. My big sister was taken to hospital last night - something's very wrong with her heart and we don't know what yet - blood pressure through the roof, 130bpm at rest, irregular beating etc.... She's already a diabetic and hasn't ever really been the hardiest of us. I'm pretty worried to say the least.
Because I'm worrying a lot, I'm not really feeling up to hanging around the game very much and my depression has kicked itself into action again. I'm pretty sure some of you know exactly how much it sucks trying to be productive with THAT weight on you... I'm very sorry if this messes up plots, brewing storylines etc that I was involved in, but I hope you can understand. I want to keep in touch with my sisters and my parents and see what's going on. I want to try and make things easier for them. I need to help my dad out more because he's skint, and I need to really graft right now to afford being able to go back to the island and also fix my dog's tooth because the little fuzzfuck had to choose now to crack one haha. (Jk I love my dog, he's usually no trouble at all)
Ok I'm rambling now but in short TL;DR: Shit's goin' down, Hylo gotta do stuff, Hylo gonna be a rare encounter until new year passes
I don't know if I mentioned this to anyone before, but my mother is ill and has been for a long time. She won't be getting better. That in itself puts me in a bit of worry - will she see another year? Will she make it through winter? But in addition to that sombre thought, there's something else. My big sister was taken to hospital last night - something's very wrong with her heart and we don't know what yet - blood pressure through the roof, 130bpm at rest, irregular beating etc.... She's already a diabetic and hasn't ever really been the hardiest of us. I'm pretty worried to say the least.
Because I'm worrying a lot, I'm not really feeling up to hanging around the game very much and my depression has kicked itself into action again. I'm pretty sure some of you know exactly how much it sucks trying to be productive with THAT weight on you... I'm very sorry if this messes up plots, brewing storylines etc that I was involved in, but I hope you can understand. I want to keep in touch with my sisters and my parents and see what's going on. I want to try and make things easier for them. I need to help my dad out more because he's skint, and I need to really graft right now to afford being able to go back to the island and also fix my dog's tooth because the little fuzzfuck had to choose now to crack one haha. (Jk I love my dog, he's usually no trouble at all)
Ok I'm rambling now but in short TL;DR: Shit's goin' down, Hylo gotta do stuff, Hylo gonna be a rare encounter until new year passes